Dreams: What a crazy night. I had the most fun feelings about my dreams. The one I can’t remember now (darn it!): there was a flutter of excitement in my heart to run and tell people the news. It was a deal of sorts. Just can’t recall what you have to do or what you get…darn it! The other one however involved going on a walk though a park of sorts though there was a booth to pay or at least check in before entering. They gave us a pill each (it was S-B with me) and when we ate the pill music played in our heads. The pill contained the music and we needed no headphones. There was also a euphoric feeling of being high on ecstasy which I can only gather is related to my association with pills that are supposedly fun.
But speaking of day dreams, I have been day dreaming about cock again. It’s been a while since I had some and it’s starting to drive me up the wall. This may be directly related to my exposure to porn recently as I’ve desired a little more visual stimulation after fights with the girlfriend. So…I think I’ll make a concerted effort to forgo anymore pornography for now and see what happens. I think a lot about having my escort service again and about sucking dicks, and about gangbangs, and about video taping all of it. It’s either that I’m really cold or really hott in this department. In addition, my perversions have also related to this site. I’ve though of adding naked pictures of myself. Why? We’ll let go of porn and see what happens.
I’m awake and alive! Lots of people on Facebook enjoyed my posting about being born again each morning from Buddha. “Each morning I am born again. What I do today is what matters most.” This is good because yesterday I had a meeting with a prospect who set up a follow-up appointment and then backed out of it via email in the same day. Who knows why? I’ve asked for feedback (haven’t received it yet) and I’m letting it bug me a bit. Need to move on! HA! There are lots of fish in the sea and I’ve done a good job of getting in front of them. Keep the pipeline going because that’s what it’s all about. Add more to the pipeline each day and you’ll be well upon your way 
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